Monday, January 10, 2011

After all..

It's been a while since i'd last written here, just got caught up in the holidays..not that i celebrate Christmas or anything but it's just the whole atmosphere i guess, and not forgetting the new year's celebrations.

A lot has happened in a short period of time, a new year with new experiences waiting to happen, new lessons and so on and so forth, but for some reason the excitement of it all has not yet hit me. I have always lived looking only at the future, that i sometimes forget to slow down and just enjoy the present, smell the flowers and what not. So, this year i have no resolutions except to 'just live' and of course get closer to my Lord, which is a lot harder than it sounds.

I have so much in my head that i want to accomplish but self doubt always seems to be getting in the way, i mean it's just difficult not knowing what's going to happen or where you will end up but in more ways than one i guess it's easier to not know then to know, ignorance is bliss after all or is it??